Former WWE star Paige unfolded her feelings on the unfortunate incident and stated it was the most terrible moment of her life when she realized her sex tape had been released online.
It was just the most awful moment of my life: Paige
Saraya-Jade Bevis, popularly known as Paige, left WWE in the month of July following a successful wrestling career. She revealed her life almost came to cease when a private sex tape was made public on the internet. She was completely mortified she said.
The 29-year-old Paige reach the lowest possible point when her ostensible sex tape along with some nude pictures got leaked in 2017. She was left with dense feelings and embarrassment. She was not sure whether she wanted to be alive anymore after the incident. Following her current appearance on Renee Paquette’s podcast called ‘The Sessions‘ the WWE superstar confessed lately about a distressing time of her life.
“I was in San Antonio and it was just the most awful moment of my life,” she said, “The person that I was with at the time showed me a picture on Twitter. I was just like ‘Oh my God.’ I was like, ‘Is that real?’ because I couldn’t believe it was real at first. I was f—ing 19 years old, and I was completely f—ing mortified. I ran out of the house. I ran. I just kept f—ing running.”
She elucidated that she hid in a bush fearing that other people would recognize her, and opened up that this moment came during a time where she was combating substance abuse issues with cocaine and alcohol use.
“I was [hiding] inside a f—ing bush, thinking that if people recognize me they’re gonna know,” Saraya went on, “I’d never wish that upon anyone, because that’s the most vulnerable part of you. I felt so stupid to have trusted this person at the time. I’ve never done it since. That was a f—ing lesson, I’ve learned, and I’ll never be caught dead doing it again.”
“I felt so f—ing stupid, and so embarrassed, and was I already like a f—ing coke head at this time, and loved to drink, and that really f—ing got me to rock bottom where I didn’t really want to be alive anymore, dude. It was f—ing awful. I just was so f—ing sad. I remember being like, ‘if my dad is disappointed with me, I don’t think I could be here anymore.’”
However, when she called her father and told him everything, Saraya revealed that her old man was very supportive which chaged the way she felt. “Well, what are you sorry for? Who cares?” her father asked Saraya, “You had sex. Everyone’s done it. Unfortunately you’re just in the public eye. It is what it is. You’ve got to suck it up. It’s gonna hurt for a little bit. People are gonna make fun of you forever. I just want you to know that I’m still proud of you and I’m not disappointed.” Saraya said her brother had a similar reaction, and concluded, “Well, if my family are OK with me then I’m gonna be OK.” [H/T New York Post]